| Location | Farnworth |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Still Birth |
| Date of Birth | 16/12/1999 |
| Date of Death | 14/12/1999 |
| Visitors | 493 since 19/10/2008 |
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I remember when I found out I was pregnant I was so scared and so happy at the same time. I started planning my life around you all of my hopes and dreams you were there. I loved knowing you were in my belly and I would talk to you all the time mostly asking you to please stop making me so sick!
It was the first scan when we found out you were ill you didn't have enough fluid around you and they couldn't see your bladder said that I would miscarry soon but we will see you in another 2 weeks if not. I was 16 weeks pregnant and I wouldn't believe it, you were going to be ok even if you had problems we would get through it together.
Two weeks later you were still going strong and still making me very sick at this scan a little bit of hope they thought they could see your bladder they wern't sure though because there still wasn't much fluid and it made it difficult to see but they said see you in another 2 weeks. My little dog Tommy used to rest his head on my belly when I felt upset and I could feel you riggling about. My little boy, I knew you were a boy even though it was to early to tell I just knew. I knew you were going to be ok, you had to be you were my future.
The night before the next scan I felt your first kick and your dad felt it too, I was so happy I couldn't wait for this scan to prove the doctors wrong. Your dad couldn't come to this scan he had started a new job because he had a family to support now so your Nin came with me. When I saw you on the screen and I was smiling but then my smile had gone when I heard her say "I'll just get the doctor" I still wouldn't believe you were gone though I kept shouting "Nooo he's not ready yet!". When your Dad came to the hospital they gave me some tablets and said come back in 2 days to deliver your baby I was glad they said I could hold you and I'd get pictures of you.
When I gave birth to you I was calm couldn't wait to see you hold you in my arms. Then there you were I'd never seen a dead baby or one born just under 20 weeks but you were beautiful so tiny the most perfect thing I'd ever laid eyes on, my baby.
Your Dad couldn't see you it was to hard for him was the first time I'd ever seen him cry but I couldn't hug him I just wanted to take in as much of you as I could. Your tiny little fingers and toes and your little willy ha ha I knew you were a boy! But then you were gone.
All I have left now are your photos and foot and hand prints and my memories of my beautiful little boy. I found out later the reason you died was because you had Potters Syndrome your Kidneys and Bladder didn't develop. Knowing why didn't help much you were still gone and so was my future with you.
Even though the pain of losing you hurt so much I'm still glad I had you for the time I did, even though it just wasn't long enough.
I will never stop thinking about you and will always love you x
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MATHEW
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Birthday Remembrance
Thinking of you on your birthday Mathew
But that is nothing new
For no day dawns and no day ends
Without a thought of you.
We cannot send a birthday card,
Your hand we cannot touch,
But God will take our greetings
To the one we love so much.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MATHEW
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bigs hugs from me to you and your family
and friends that you miss you ever day but
in our hearts forever you will not be forgotin
all my love hugs and xxxx from me Sylvie
mommy of Samantha Belanger and
Granddaughter of Albert and Marie-Jeanne
Belanger take care bye for now.
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BIG HUGS MATHEW
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⋱♰⋰ Angel Day ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ Your Angel Day in Heaven ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ Many tears will fall for you ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ You touched so many loving hearts ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ There’s so many missing you ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ As you now live in paradise ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ Its Heaven up above stay ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ Close to all your loved ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ ones For it’s you they ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ miss and love ⋱♰⋰
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⋱♰⋰ bigs hugs from me to you and your ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ family and friends that you miss you ever day ⋱♰⋰
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⋱♰⋰ forgoten you take care love from me ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ Sylvie mommy of Samantha ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ Belanger hugs and XXXX ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ bye for now good ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ night ⋱♰⋰
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....Goodnight and God Bless..........
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My Missing Baby - Unknown Author
Does he know how much I love him?
Does he know how much I care?
Can he feel my arms around him?
Even though he isn’t there?
Can he feel the hurt I carry,
Deep inside here in my heart?
Can he see me cry these tears,
Because we are apart?
Does he miss me, like I miss him,
From the depths of my very soul?
Is it warm where he is?
Not like this world - so cold.
Does he see me when I’m lonely?
Feeling empty, low and blue.
Oh God, I hope he sees me,
In everything I do.
I just need to know he’s near me,
So I can breathe his baby smell.
I need to feel him in my arms,
So many things I want to tell.
I want to tell him that I miss him,
And how much I love him so,
I need him to know how much I need him
How I didn’t want to let go …….. XX
To The Child I'll Never Know - by Gloria Dianne Hall
How can I say Good Bye
When I never said Hello,
Why does my heart grieve
For the child I'll never know?
You were a part of me
For just a little while.
I grieve because I'll never see
The magic in your smile.
I grieve for all the unsaid words
That you will never say.
I grieve that I will never see
You happily at play.
I grieve for all the lullabies
That will remain unsung.
I grieve because I'll never see
Your face gleaming like the sun.
I grieve because you will never know
The comfort of my touch.
I grieve because you will never know
That you were loved so much.
I grieve for all the tomorrows
That will never be.
I grieve because God chose
To take you back from me.
You live among the Angels now
Your earthly mission done,
You will be so dearly missed
Good-Bye my little one. XX
SLEEP TIGHT MATHEW POOK
SLEEP TIGHT LITTLE BABY BOYY :)
LOTS OF LOVE RACHEL
(ANGEL MCKENZIE DALE WEAVERS MUMMY)
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Sometimes♥
♥Sometimes when you cry no one sees your tears♥
♥When your worried no one sees your pain♥
♥When your happy no one sees your smile♥
♥When your thinking no one is about♥
♥When you want to talk no one is around♥
♥When you need a special friend♥
♥Im always here to lend a ha nd♥
♥No matter were you are or how far♥
♥just give me a call and i will be there♥
♥Send this to someone special♥
♥I JUST DID♥
Your beautiful Mathew.
I am so very sorry for your loss of Mathew. So very sad. Your precious son is happily playing in heaven's playground with my Henry, i am sure. Take care xxx
"Angel"
Tear drops, slow and steady,
The pain so real and true,
God took another angel,
And that angel, dear, was you.
Angel wings, upon the clouds,
Your body softly sleeps,
Hush now little angel,
No more tears you have to weep.
Little prayers,are sent to you,
The short life you led;
Your family will never forget you,
So rest your little head.
I know God will look after you,
Now you are truly alive,
Your spirit soars beyond the moon,
Your legacy will survive.
You’re beautiful, you’re endless,
Now stretch your wings and fly,
Your loved by so many,
It will never be goodbye.
Close your pretty eyes,
No more tears,just go and rest,
Let your soul lie peacefully,
we know you did your best.
A poem written by mellanie campbell
for all the little angels x
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